Before Aya I used to be an ordinary person. Almost 40, living with my parents, helping out with the family business, a single woman, overweight.
My journey consisted of the endless admiration.
At the beginning we were sitting in the circle, one by one expressing our intention. To get rid of who I wasn’t and to become a loving being.
At the beginning, after drinking Aya, when others co-existent already started experiencing different sensations, nothing was happening to me. Instead a feeling, a thought appeared: “Show me everything, show me everything...” My pineal gland gazed with it third eye and all the stiffness melted down. What’s left was an admiration, wow. Not just wow! But wooooow... woooow...woooow... and creation, and appearances accordingly to my wish, and a change done by moving my smallest toe. :)
The journey lasted relatively long, some dozen hours or so. I remember feeling: “Gosh, all had happened already, will there be any boredom?” And then it turned out there was no boredom whatsoever. I could simply change the way I breathed and the reality was changing. Or move the smallest toe to change the world.
I kept bursting into tears of gratitude, love, you name it... Particularly while “visiting” my acquaintances of present life, who were freeing themselves or were already released to their wings. It turned out that I felt the most love in the relation about which I felt the least of it. It was Julcia, my 5-year-old nice showing me her beautiful, fairy world.
From the creation I could move my attention to the people co-existing in my perception and admire what was happening to them. Their vomits or “talkers” were as beautiful as anything else. When somebody kept saying how entangled he or she was and couldn’t get out I knew, that this was not true, just an illusion and that they were a pure presence.
I was a big female cat in her lair, making herself comfortable and purring in a bliss.
I was a dragon. Flying freely, in a full strength and softness.
I was a pharaoh. And a pharaoh means “the one you will become”.
I was swimming with dolphins.
In a beautiful way, with ease I was giving birth to universes.
The tori were appearing.
I was creating realities, easily, as by moving a wand, though I didn’t need any.
I was visiting places I’m often at as a human, I blessed them without blessing because I knew they were full of light, love and good, harmonious happenings.
When Easy was telling somebody about black cougars being hunting masters I could see them as well and feel their vibration. As Easy says, we can choose in what we are masters.
I raised my arms above my head with pleasure and was laying on my back in a comfortable position. This meant that I needn’t to cover myself with my hands, I was totally exposed and safe.
When I thought about peeing (I had drank a litre of water prior to receiving Aya) and was worried a bit how I will pee, it turned out that I was able to condense drops of urine outside of my body, in space, just by thinking about it.
I thought about Tiya. The picture of her torso in Drunvalo Melchizedek’s book “The Ancient Secrets of the Flower of Life” makes the great impression on me. I could feel her.
Geometrical forms appeared like originating from an incense smoke – in proper light and shade one can notice how the smoke is taking shape. Here the forms showed down in a similar way, but in full colours, taking up the whole space, with no source. Or perhaps there was a source... :)
Funny, but felt Easy “signing up” with a scent. :) The way we usually sign up using our first and last names, letters. So I’ve also created my own “scent signature”. At this moment it was sun-warm hay meadow.
Prior to the ceremony I wrote down Easy’s words - her feedback sent to us after the Restarting session. Reading them after Aya was an experience to me.
I like Hathors. I thought it would be great to meet them. And though I didn’t see them, when I thought about them, I knew they were present. “But we are here”.
I swa the Christ Consciousness grid, surrounding our beloved Earth.
And Easy. She was my guide. Not like taking my hand and leading. But hearing her purring in her lair I knew how to make myself comfortable in mine.
And Luki. I didn’t know there could be somebody so full of love and so unimposing in the same time, always being present wherever he could take care of something. Never before have I thought that there WAS somebody, creating “love background”, so everything could take place in its own, beautiful way. The master. My cheeks are already wet with the tears of gratitude. I remember that in some moment of amazement, my head was resting on the stones because my pillow had moved away somewhere. Luki came over to ask if I was comfy and if I needed the pillow under my head. It’s only a symbolic situation showing the way Luki acts. And when needed he is a full power and strength.
And Kasia as well. Kasia’s intention was to be at service. I interpreted the way she acted as collecting information from the space and articulating them by saying whatever was needed to be said. She took care of us in many different ways.
And Antoni, too. He’s wonderful.
And Everyone, collectively and individually. Woooow...
At the Restarting session Easy answered some of my questions, which I don’t recall now saying: “Whomever is given a lot, is also demanded a lot from”.
I didn’t vomit during Aya, probably because of the previous Constellations and Restarting sessions with Easy. The Constellations in May, Restarting in June, Aya in July. The Constellations session itself was a strongly purifying process, at which I vomited couple of times. From my point of view, participation in these events – the Constellations and Restarting – prior to Aya is an optimal method of reaching the essence of existence in the easiest way. There was, however one person at the ceremony, going through heavy cleansing, who had the Constellation session before. This session was led by someone else though. The Constellations done by Easy are truly worth trying, for not only method itself matters, but also the facilitator’s state of consciousness.
After Aya I’m still an ordinary person. An ordinary free person (free, because being released to my wings), as every one of us, Earth inhabitants, even though some of us recall ourselves later, in the right time. I love us all, Earthly Men and Earthly Women, and all beings, in all realities.
"Make it last for all of us and love yourself!"
- Byron Katie